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Logo

2011-12-02T04:29:00.000-08:00

Why does every symbol or logo of companies or universities or anything have to be defined? What if i like it because i just like it? What if i like it because it has excellent design without any certain specifications of what colours it would mean to people?

You and I By Queen Gaga

2011-11-12T09:28:00.000-08:00

THREE albums had been released by Lady Gaga. But Bad Romance from the 2nd album caught my attention. Since than, i follow her lights. Her lights shine so bright, many people can't handle it, but i don't mind.

It's her 3rd album already and these singles, BORN THIS WAY and YOU AND I made me more in love with her. Instead of thoughts of people thinking the controversial behavior she did, i say she's an inspiration. She may not a noble achieving professor, but clothes, heels, parfume she invented are unthinkable.

For those who live under the rock or who lived at places where signal phones couldn't even reach you or who lived in conflict countries, for those who don't know the songs i just mentioned above. Check those out beib. You'll love who you are and who Lady Gaga is.

2011-10-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

So check this out!
This a short film i made for a competition. LOL i'm so embarrassed. Do check it. Feel free to comment, even i don't mind if you LIKE it haha. Is it great? or good? is it bad? you decide.

.........................

2011-04-20T10:02:00.000-07:00

Francesco Carrozzini

Abroad

2011-04-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

No offense, but i really don't want to study further in Indonesia. This is why i need scholarship so badly, at least to cover half of the expenses. Anywhere but here!
No offense, but i always look at my Mom, Dad for my standard and, they're stuck in here. I mean, i don't want to get a Bachelor here, work in Indonesia, get least appreciation from the state and the boss, living the day like any other day, married and die here. I will miss so much things, like, travel the world, seeing other country, working at other country, study and work with multi-cultured colleagues, get links, seeing Manhattan or even live in it! And because Coldplay probably would never play in Indonesia, i have to watch somewhere else.
I just really need to step up my game, get smart, get competitive and the most important is get a scholarship. *sighs

Speech Ideas

2011-04-16T04:08:00.000-07:00

I'm about to make a speech that can change people lives about environment. I want this to be epic. Any shout out that i might put on my speech? Like, "Stop throwing your used tissue on the street you filthy grossgusting irresponsible bastard!" I'm open for shoutouts and ideas.

11 YEARS

2011-04-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

It took me 11 years to complete every single Math sheet in Kumon. Wow, i'm such a lazy ass. My dad agrees. It was a cliff, a border of life and death. And i was so relieved that i've passed it. You know, for those who are still working on your sheets for years, just don't give up man. Kumon has been part of you and your life, when you give up, you're giving up on you, not math. In the middle of all the levels, i started to slack off, my life is just piles of unsolved problems, but when you began to reach last level, you just so excited to finish it and while a guy is shaking your hand, congratulating you, you thought that you're going to miss it all. I am going to miss Carissa, i've known her for like 11 years, meet almost twice a week and always seat beside her and other friends too.

What's next?
I gotta work, i have to work. Even my high school finished at 3 pm, i gotta rush to Kumon and work my ass off just for Australia.

The City

2011-03-26T09:11:00.000-07:00

In 1994 i was born near this big city i'm now depending on. Four years later, this big city turned into a riot hell, forcing for reformation and their rights. This thirst of freedom turned to be corruption, flame, violance, inflation and bankrupts. President after president, council after council, black and white after 32 bit color, terrorists after terrorists, threat after threat. The city grew as i'm going to school, being a good daughter, got rankings and going to church. I keep my head down on homework, prays, lectures, but i forgot to look up and saw a city and a whole in it grew.

When my retina is ready, i looked up. I discover new things, bad and good, and i took pictures and keep it in my mind. I might not live in New York, but it sure keep me astonished for 16 years now. Don't get it wrong, people outside the city come betting their lives and working their ass off to get what they're searching for in the city but still hundreds of them come without money, skill, talent or something they can trade.

People who already inside the city, have their habits and law:

- show them what you can do or you'll get replaced

- shout or you won't be heard

- socialized first, or you won't get introduced

- 6.30 am until 10 am and 4.30 pm until 7 pm are "three in one"

- if you're alone at these hours, prepare money for jockeys or use alternative street (if there is one)

- hide your purse, walet, blackberry if you walk on the pavement or near a crowd

- let public transportation have their way first

- go to gas station before you're heading off to molecules of vehicles.

- save your horn, because the car in front of the car in front of the car you're horning to stuck in the middle of four junctions.

- just stay home or further on rush hour

- learn

What i've learnt for 16 years living in the city is nothing compare to them who aged on road. But still i know enough. I go to school in the city as 10,000 people go to every morning, I go to school where the students fight almost every week, i shape my future because i live beside sky scrappers, i sometimes talk like sailor against street punk, i don't mind about differences because i am different, i stand up against close minded without thinking maybe my mind is too open, i learn about morals as i live and see unfairness. I am loving the city as i'm trying to change it.

PS. i love my school. This is so dramatic.

Cheshire Cat Papercraft

2011-03-16T06:48:00.000-07:00

Since Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland is out, i've been in love with this version's Cheshire Cat, so i found a paper craft in this blog and i made one:

What do ya think?? :)

Private to Public

2011-03-15T03:23:00.000-07:00

I spent almost 15 years of my life studying in private international *sortof school. In 11th grade, which is at the moment, i moved to a public school in hoping to get into public university easier. First day of school was a bummer. I almost late, i didn't own school's belt and hat, my name didn't appear on notice board, i didn't know anyone, i mixed up teachers, they also moved me to another class. So, for those who think they're going to face problems like mine, here are some advices for you:

wake up way earlier - in Jakarta public school starts at 6.30 am (i know right!) and private schools usually start at 7-8 am. There's no dispensation for those who late in public schools, unlike in my previous schools, you can enter school's building anytime you like. Especially when your school is in the center of city like mine, even 5 minutes is your determiner.
buy complete uniform - almost every Monday public school has this 'ritual' called morning ceremony, which what i call 'useless too early morning ceremony', but since i go to public school now, i have to respect it. As everyone who lives in a rushing efing arrogant city knows, Monday is the busiest day of the week and the traffic is unbelievable. You can't forget all your complete pieces of uniform stuck in your body, including: shirt, pants/skirts, hat and belt. Because, you're human, you're in hurry, you forget things then you'll have to stand in front of the whole students and teachers. Also you often meet fussy teachers at the hall who are prepared to give you shits.
get to know your school and environment - before the first day of school, you gotta at least memorize important parts of buildings such as rest rooms, your class room, canteens, library, teacher's lounge, principle's office. Getting to know your environment is also important, like, where's the coolest place to hang out nearby, where are school people go to after class. Memorize the unique places at the certain radius from your school. For example, my school is near a five stars hotel and at night, not far away from my school, is a place for prostitutes (true story).
get to know your school mates - being new students aren't easy especially at the years that everyone seems to have known each other. So it is easier going to school where you already know some of the people instead of starting again. But if it's too late or you're moving far, there's no other way than to blend in.
blending in - you've learnt your school, environment, cute boys/girls, fussy teachers, now at least you have something to talk about to new mates. At school's first day i shut my mouth like it was stitched, i didn't eat, i didn't go outside the class at recess, i was pathetic, but as the time goes by, i made some great friends and came out of my shell.

I hope this information works out, or at least give you a little hope.

nevershoutnever!

2011-03-04T08:08:00.000-08:00

Previous post is not the last for this week, i lied.

I'm very very very lucky. Thank you guys so much, you all are really nice. I wish in the next few years, you're all performing in Grammy and all the best for your music career (like they would ever read this). Good night.

Architect, Stupid

2011-03-04T07:57:00.000-08:00

One last post for this week.
If people say that it's not good for telling how you feel in the world wide web, i guess it's okay to tell my goals here. For people who think education is as important as oxygen, you gotta read this, cause this might be your problems too or your kids'. I'm not telling that this might help you solve the problem, i'm just sharing it to feel better, but worse for you. So here's my lost long ambition: architect. And here's what you have to know, being an architect in this ass country i live in, is not an easy job, or no job at all. My dad has been telling me to keep on focus if i really want to be an architect, or i'll be ended up working in bank or bar.
Heres are what 24 hours available jobs in Indonesia (strippers and prostitutes are not included):
- bankers
- economics
- politicians
- loggers
- IT guys

As i mention before, people say not to talk about your feeling and thoughts in blog, screw them. Here's what in my mind: Indonesia has 17,508 islands. About 28,000 species of flora and 2,827 faunas (not including fish). If this country has at least a little respect for biologists, zoologists and sorts, i don't want to be an architect. My first choice would be a zoologists. From what i've been observed (??), guys who graduated from biology faculty, most of them are ended up teaching or working with/for Japan scientist. This is stupid.

My Inspirations

2011-03-04T07:20:00.000-08:00

Every ambitious people have their own idols to inspire them. Here's mine:

My parents
My senior, with the initial of A ends with I. She's the most genius person i've ever known, creative, open minded and has the kindest heart. She's one of a kind.
Alan de Walsingham , he was an architect, one of my faves.
Tim Burton. Since the first time i knew him, i want to be him (impossible). I want his talents, i want his left brain and hands.

S10 who are you voting for?

2011-03-03T03:48:00.000-08:00

Hello again and welcome to whoever read this. It's been last season of American Idol since i last posted. So today i'm so psyched to talk about it because believe it, i haven't stayed tune on American Idol since Kelly Clarkson performed.
Random guys: So what makes you watch season 10 Akira?
I'm curious what American Idol is going to be without Simon Cowell. I watched the first episode when they still searched the talents from many cities and towns and i keep watching ever since. It's like addiction, i don't know what it is.
Random chicks: Who do you support for Akira?
I like Casey Abrams and Haley Reinhart :)

JakJam11

2010-11-11T04:15:00.000-08:00

HAVE TO GO, MUST-SEE SHOW on February 2011. The pre-sale is on November (this month) and please guys, don't buy the pre-sales. Because there will be a great long line, and very limited tickets for me :D Don't worry, guys, who care so much or too much for me, i'll be at the house 3 hours before the ticket box opens, or i'll sleep over. Maybe i should sleep over on the pavement right in front of the house's gate. (they'll release the dogs for sure)

Christofer Drew <3

Eat Your Words!

2010-11-11T04:04:00.000-08:00

(Makan omongan lo!)
I never liked Taylor Swift, not one bit, i thought she's just like mostly Disney stars, editing singing voice, teen-desperate-looking-for sensation and didn't write her own song. But, i was wrong. Since 'Valentine's Day', i began to like her slightly and more when i listened to Crazier. She's okay now :)

Mad Chadd Step Up 3D

2010-08-25T23:23:00.001-07:00

i can't wait! actually i can, i'll wait.

Double Vision - 3oh!3

2010-08-25T05:06:00.000-07:00

love to the max :)

Nebulullaby

2010-08-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

Since i've known hitREcord, since yesterday precisely, i fall in love with a song by The Goasst or Sean Lennon and Charlotte Muhl called Nebulullaby. Yes, there is a short film in hitREcord's website. I'm not sure if it's a short film or music video. It's really more like a music video.

hitRECord

2010-08-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

I just found out about this, from Joseph Gordon-Levitt twitter. This is soo enjoyable. Well done :)

Band

2010-08-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

I decided to join music club at my new school. I'm pretty glad that i picked that club instead of another. Well, the members are not that crowded, boys and girls are approved, loud, brain isn't needed and the seniors are awesome! *seriously*
I was sooo relieved for finally finding a band to play and work with. Thank God! It was my premiere today, the first time i played for public. And another Thank God because the band was playing at the end of the event, so there weren't too much people seeing me ruining the song.
I play guitar, i know i'm not a pro (yet), gotta keep trying to make the songs sound better, or at least doesn't make it worse. There were some photographers (jieee) took pictures while the band was playing. I wish i knew their names, i'd ask for my photos haha.
Anyway, chances will come anytime, if you dare to make the first move. Jadi jangan minder duluan klo lo bukan orang yang paling jago ato the least jago main alat musik, kan yang penting niat lo, trus latihan cokk. Klo lo tau lo minderan, kenapa ga latihann?

Sweet 16 and BYNAMIC

2010-07-24T10:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Ipung's birthday. Unlike 'my super sweet 16', this birthday wasn't actually celebrated, only we bought the cake and a gift. We hanged out at RAMEN, at one of the malls in Jakarta. I put a lot of trouble and business on my way to Ipung;

I was caught in music extra and couldn't go until 4 o'clock,
i fought with my driver,
i had to go to the ATM and get some money (i really really really hate taking off money)
i bought an expensive cake (i don't have anymore choice, but to go to the nearest mall and bought the closest cake)
i was running at the mall, carrying a birthday cake while texting like maniac (i hope people weren't staring at me at the time)
the cake almost fell because i was texting while carrying the cake (ipung and gitta bbm-ing me over and over again, if the cake fell, i'd blame them and Gitta is still paying).
i only got a small reduce when bargaining with the gift seller,
my cheap cell was dead, so i had to use my blackberry, which wasn't purposed to make calls,
traffic jam,

and 2 hours late.

Gitta challenged me to buy level 10 ramen. You know, the higher the level, the spicier it gets. I absolutely took the challenge! I bought the small size, well it still counts. It's tasty, i like it and wasn't that spicy. But my eyes were watery and my nose was runny.
Do you know how sucks it can be when you tried to make a surprise, but it's uncovered? That's what i felt when i was sitting at RAMEN and ipung told me that she saw me carrying a cake downstairs at the mall. I was kinda frustrated, this was supposed to be a great surprise.

What could i do what could i do. Surprisingly, when Afie counted down, everyone at the restaurant was singing happy birthday along. I wasn't expected like EVERYONE at the restaurant. Well thank me for singing it out loud so that everyone could hear it and thank the guests at one of the tables nearby for singing first, other than other guests. How much i appreciate it, if that table didn't sing, other guests probably wouldn't sing too. I really hope, with an accident plus a touch of luck, you're reading my blog. After the whole day was over, i officially taking the day as succeed.

ipung and the cake

On the next morning, i kept going back to the bathroom. Damn ramen! But it's automatically healed in the afternoon. I went to BYNAMIC today. For those who don't know what BYNAMIC is, BYNAMIC is an art festival presented by BiNus BSD. The show was absolutely, totally, proudly, obviously, lyly cool. Unfortunately i should going back home before the show was over, i really want to watch Seringai huaaa! I also met many old friends, teachers and a crush :) I told them about me and my new school, most of them are bad things about my school. It's normal i guess, when you're moving but you don't actually really want to move, you'll make a fun of it and yourselves so that people know how much you're still wanted to stay.

blp @ BYNAMIC

I met Mr. Kur (one of the dearest teachers) today and we talked for like 10 sec. And he said good luck to me and shook my hand, making me feel like, "This is like in the gangsta movie. This is like two businessman agreed on something. I'm an adult. I'm making my own choice for this move. Whether it failed or succeed, I should take a full responsibility for this." Wow, a shake hand means a lot to me.

For 10C and Other Binusians

2010-07-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

I'm going off Binus. Believe me, this is only 60% of my choice. Gue udah masuk Science B dan gue udah seneng apa adanya. Tapi gimana lagi. Gue sekarang di SMAN 6, i know (loh? kok? kir?).
1. Maafin gue selama 1 tahun ke belakang gue udah banyak salah sama kalian. Dan baru ngasih tau sekarang.
2. Jangan sombong-sombong ya lo entar
3. Ajak-ajak gue klo ada special occasion. You got my msn, twitter, facebook, blogger, jadi ga ada alasan :)
4. Doain gue supaya sukses di 6, moga gue ga jadi bandel.
5. Thank you so muchhh for all you've done for the whole year, i'm gonna miss you :')

The first class picture

Doctor

2010-07-08T04:40:00.000-07:00

Do you know why sometimes i want to be a doctor so badly? I watch Scrubs. Yeah yeah, people who watch Grey's Anatomy want to be doctors too. I like Scrubs better. Funnier, but there are many morals i got in every episode i watched. I guess that's why i wanna be a doctor, i really want to be a part of those moral stories in real life, not just on TV. I want the reality fiction more or less, i want the surgery uniform, white coat, nurse co-workers, i want to gain life experiences from the patients either other doctors, i may not heal someone but at least i can cure, hanging out at the hospital cafe and the most is 'Im no superman' becomes my life soundtrack and people may say "You're our hero" when i saved their daughters' life than i'll say "No i'm not, it's just my job" (giggles).
Basically i want everything in Scrubs. You know what can keep people away from becoming a doctor?
1. Biology
2. Long life time study
God, if i may become a doctor, please let me study at one of the best universities in the country (sighs) or at least courage me so the dream won't fade.

Haha

2010-07-08T04:19:00.001-07:00

"Prop 8 - The Musical" starring Jack Black, John C. Reilly, and many more... from Jack Black

Octopus??

2010-07-08T02:45:00.000-07:00

So i've just heard about Paul the octopus. And it tells fortune? What kind of world is this?
And i shall laugh for those who believe in it. It's an octopus, people! Well i've never had a problem with octopus before, i liked octopus. But this octopus is just ARRRGHHH. Nicolas Bedorrou should really sushi this pulpo. You're dead Paul!

Won again

2010-07-03T09:43:00.000-07:00

What's up with Germany in World Cup this year? They're soo awesome. I mean, 4-1 vs. England and now 4-0 vs. Argentina, one of the best football team in the world.

I should be proud that my country hasn't been in the world cup for a really long time but we still have the same spirit as supporters from their regions. But instead, i'm ashamed, because we have lots of cursing going on for losing countries, which actually playing really good, that the country of mine couldn't even top that. So let's just look back again, ask CAN YOU DO THAT? CAN YOU BE IN 2014 WORLD CUP? CAN YOU WIN AGAINST ANOTHER COUNTRIES?

I was thinking about those questions again and... good luck to you indonesia

Lite

2010-06-30T10:11:00.000-07:00

Lite

Germany Deserves To Win

2010-06-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

This is the best part of world cup this year, watching and twitting. Last year, we didn't know twitter, now we're cursing opponents and referees in twitter. Remember when England's goal turned out illegal and wasn't counted? Twitter was CROWDED, cursing the referee. I mean no offense, do you need glasses or microscope or any concave lenses?
And 4-1?? What the hell? I'm a supporter of England and i always will. But this time, Germany deserves to win. I'm not mocking or cursing anything. Maybe Germany is my second favourite team.
Besides twitter, this time i watched FIFA on internet. Even sometimes it stopped and buffered soo loong, it's all worth it, cause England vs. Germany gave the best world cup's entertainment adrenaline. Salute, i hope Germany is the winner of FIFA World Cup South Africa.

Who are your favourite actors?

2010-06-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hai guys, so i get my internet back for now. I got an excuse why i haven't write anything for such a long time.
I'm listening to 'Mechanical Lullaby', Caroline's soundtrack right now, and it creeps the hell out of me, but still, who can beats the kids choir?
Anyway, it's holiday right now, and i haven't got any school to go to for grade 11. Oh my! What's my future going to be like? I was going to a town called Garut, funny name, i know. As long as you keep your eyes open you'll see mountains everywhere. Going home, sick, boring, renting DVDs. I was watching Daybreakers, Legion, Sex and the City, Inkheart, My Name is Khan.

So i decided to move out from my previous school and im not quite sure why i want to do that, perhaps national university. I miss junior high, don't you miss your junior high? High school means almost nothing for me. Maybe yet.

About favourite actors, i was watching Daybreakers and 'who the hell is this guy, soo cute' (it's Ethan Hawke). I still had not realized that i've watched him before in 'New York I Love You'. I know he's the guy with Maggie Q. But i didn't know it's the same guy as in Daybreakers. Once i looked at him in New York I Love You again, he's not that cute afterall. I just like his performance in Daybreakers, and he is sure can play many parts very well.

I was watching Legion too, right. Well, that is not why i have a crush on Paul Bettany (i know he has wife and sons, dont judge me). I like him since i watched Da Vinci Code. God! I love his act. He can play many parts very well too and the movies he's in always turned out great. I guess he's very talented after all. And he's giving me an idea, why don't i take acting extra classes in school i'm going to attend. I may not have acting blood like him, but i always enjoy theater. Yes! Extra dream i may not going to achieve highly! But i'm dead serious about this.

And... Johnny Depp. Who doesn't like Johnny Depp? Rise your feet. This guy kills era. Every year he played something in a movie, always been a hit. And who likes Mad Hatter in original Alice better than Mad Hatter in Tim Burton's Alice? Everyone likes Tim Burton's Mad Hatter better. Because it rhymes.

I once loved Leonardo DiCaprio, NOT because he's starring in Titanic. Once loved Matt Damon too. But those 3 guys are awesome. It's my opinion, what's your favourite actors?

Andd, who's kinda upset because Megan Fox was replaced in Tranformers? I am.

10c is Saman king!

2010-06-02T17:50:00.000-07:00

Wazzupppp! I was influenced by annoying orange 'wazzup' episode, which's the best episode so far.

There was some kind like a competition in my school (i'm not really sure it's a competition tho, the winner hasn't been pronounced until now yet). This was a cultural show. So it's supposed to be showing dances and songs of certain cultures from related countries.
Grade 10 attendance showed very cool performances, i was entertained. There were India dance, Hula, Papua, (or not so cultural performances) hiphop dance, contemporary dance, and the most important thing Saman dance and Kecak dance which are shown by my class :)
We're not learning history or geography or being arrogant here but FYI Saman and Kecak have been world-known dances from Aceh and Bali. And 10c was proud performing it!

Here's a picture of Saman 10c i stole from a good friend of mine, Anggra! Dont mind eh? :D

For more photos please see Anggra's facebook or mine.

Friday is the last day of school, whooo! But Monday is the last day i can see my classmates altogether again, then i dont know if i have a chance to meet them again some day. I wonder what will be like next year without 10c. Some go to Science A, B,(cdefghij i hate when it gets seperated), Social class, ICT, sometwo are moving school, someone is going to Netherlands (i know she hates leaving too). Goddammit, i'm gonna miss my class, i owe you so much fun.

Lemony Snicket

2010-04-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

This is my plan: READ MORE. So instead of reading bullshits, i'd rather read novels. And i think i have decided what to read next.

I Just Watched The Classics

2010-04-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

I just watched Titanic people!! Hell yeahh. This is the first time i watched the whole movie, from the start till the very end. I'm not kidding you. It's pathetic, i know. This is not the shocking post i told you in the earlier post, i'll tell ya when it's all done. So breath and see.
So, about Titanic, no wonder this movie won many awards! The effects, the story line, the sentences, the casts, all marvelous. James Cameron made this Jack character soo perfect. Well, he's cute, brave, sweet, charming, adventurer, artistic, fun, skinny, a gentlemen and smart. In my criteria, smart is number one, oh never mind, every woman would die for a man like Jack.

You jump, I jump

I always want to be Jack you know. Like, he can enjoy himself watching stars in ship, he can enjoy being poor and making fun of the duchess, he can be true for the woman he's in love with, his honesty worth millions and i'm pretty sure if Jack is not a fictional character and going to the same school as i am, he will have many friends. I always want those traits. I always want to die freezing in ocean for saving the one i love, i always want to have those courage and bravery Jack has, i'm waiting for a moment i can star gazing on ship, i always want to have painting gift that Jack got and i want to have hot, steamy sex in the back of car (not really, maybe someday, i'm not sure).
Oh well, it's very useless hoping those things. But watching Titanic reminds me of this,

This is a drawing from my Junior High School's green board. I drew the cracking ship, sea, wave, Jack, Rose and everything in red chalk. And my dearest friend, Amel, came and started to mess up my masterpiece; Jack and Rose at the back of the ship and at the wave too! Do you see Rose and Jack on the wave? They're surfing. And this one made me LOL all the time, do you see flying person on the cloud? Near "TITANIC" word, in left corner. Somehow a person came up there and God brings him to heaven. There's an angel ring above the person's head. HAHAHAHA Quite an imagination, huh?

I watched Peter Pan too.
The life version of Peter Pan, staring Jeremy Sumpter and Rachel Hurd-Wood. Gosh, she's a beautiful grown up lady right now. It's not as sad as Titanic or Hachiko right. But it's worth to watch.
This week is full of classic movies. What's next?

Sem. Exam is OVER

2010-04-17T00:36:00.000-07:00

Math, Geography, Economics, Physics, Chemistry and other useful (very useless) subjects. From day 1, i studied. And probably will forget everything i just remembered soon. I WOULD DIE if i get an F in Geography again or maybe this time in Economics (i don't understand what's excatly being asked in the exam). This is like my last chance to make my reports right and get into science stream next year. AND the most important thing: brand new dslr camera. I would do almost anything to have my father bought me the camera.

Anyway, is it Joe Jonas appeared in Vampire Weekend's music video?
Have you seen Florence and the Machine "Dog Days Are Over" music video? The video is super cool. Watch watch.

I think it's brand newed, 2010 version.

Next, next and maybe next post, i'm going to post a surprise. So breath and see :)

Departed

2010-03-30T06:19:00.000-07:00

I know it's kinda late, but have you watched The Departed?
OMG OMG OMG it rocks. You know, i watched Green Zone with best friends ("Had A Blast") last, last week and Shutter Island was in the "coming soon" section. Then i searched for "Matt Damon" in Google, and that's how i know the existance of The Departed. Now, i'm dying to watch Shutter Island in cinema, but my parents gonna skin me alive, knowing that final semester is coming very soon.
Back to The Departed please, you know what the coolest scene is? When Sullivan and Constigan are talking on the phone, after Madolyn heard the tape. One second scene that i would never forget, when they flip the phones. Did you notice how many cell flips are there in the movie? I would totally got one of those! Also, Mark Wahlberg playing on the movie. I can't wait to see him in Date Night! Matt Damon, Leonardo Dicaprio and Mark Wahlberg. Oh my Gods! You'll blind by the hotness :D

Anyway,have you checked anything about Date Night? Just watched the trailer. Whoops, my parents are coming, bye!

I think and I'm the Devil

2010-03-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

I think...

that my life pretty sucks,
mathematicians and physicians are smartass, they think they know it all, well, doesn't have to be those professionals, take a look at your teachers, (and my father),
seeing teachers dying in front of class, telling students to be quite is a pleasure for me,
seeing teachers scolding in front of class because plenty students don't do their homework is a pleasure for me,
national test is important to get qualified graduates,
astronomers are geeks,
business career is a greedy career,
way older guys are hot,
scholars are pathetic, cheap and lucky,
strict rules are stupid,
drugs dealer and mafias are genius,
parents should not tell what their +15 year old kids supposed to be (insist is unforgivable),
those who are not care about animals, forests and environment are lame fucker,
ambitious people should be respected.

AND THAT'S WHY MOST PEOPLE THINK I'M THE DEVIL.

Had A Blast

2010-03-15T11:02:00.000-07:00

I had a blast last Saturday. I was hanging out with my best girls and guys in FX, Sudirman. I started to think that FX is one of our best place to hang out besides Citos. The mall is not that far from our houses, classy, not crowded, some of us hate when we met school mates in mall while we're hanging out, there are lots of cafes, there's food court on the basement, affordable stores and cinema. What else do you need?

We were hanging out all afternoon till night, celebrating Reiza's and Gitta's birthday and Ipung's victory in some kind of Turk's competition, she's going to Turkey in a couple of months! Whoo!

Reiza and Gitta, holding the pencil cases we got for them :)

Shared many stories last Saturday; ~~Adhima~~ already had a job, i'm surprised! , ~~Afie~~ got new afro hairstyle which most of us dislike it (including his girlfriend), ~~Ipung~~ is going to Turkey in couple of months and will move to Australia for the next 3 or 4 years (God!! I'm so jealous) after she comes back from Turkey, ~~Amel~~ is finally found her future, has chemical engineering degree in university, get a job in oil company, be rich, married rich man and be happy, standard, but good for her. ~~Gitta~~ is about to take her IGCSE test very soon, after passing the test, she'll go to Malaysia to go on with her university at the age of 16! ~~Reiza~~ has new boy friend, but her grandma just passed away, now she lives with her grandpa. ~~My ex-school~~, Kharisma Bangsa, has this problem with its inheritance enemy. The same problem since my era, well, i like it better like this, Kharisma Bangsa should have mates with their own level. Whooppss! Hate your school, P!

Me? What about me? I already had plans for next year and the next 5 years ahead. Just won't tell them now!

Gotta go sleep, see you in the next post! Don't forget to write on my Cbox before you leave!

I Know Luke Worrall

2010-03-08T08:11:00.000-08:00

How curious! it's 10:52 pm in Jakarta and i can't stop googling this guy! I checked it on tumblr, his ads videos, his interviews, latest news, etc (except biography), i don't really like to read anyone's biography really, it puzzled me. This actually the main purpose why i did research this late, it's because i lost my usb, so i have to redone my homework, but i googled Luke Worrall anyway. Whoops, nope, i know about him and Ms. Osbourne, i'm not obssessed, i'm not in love, i'm just a little new fan. I'm in love with his hair, OMG i want to touch it (i think i'm obssessed with great looking hair). For Luke Worrall, if he may ever, maybe EVER SOMEHOW lost in the internet and appear at my blog,read this, if a unknown strange-looking dwarf girl with hair almost closed her right eye, stared at your hair or even touch it, it's me.

Look how beautiful he is!

Anywayy, i just found this at tumblr (while looking at the rocks pictures)

How sad, in the middle of the night while everyone's sleeping, i'm looking for rocks pictures, i should get a life. Bye!

#alice

2010-03-07T03:40:00.000-08:00

Who says Tim Burton's Alice is just another classic Alice? I watched it in 3D yesterday. It was awesome! Well, i think it's pretty awesome. Mia Wasikowska looked like a doll in Alice's dress. Even i don't quite sure about the ending. It happens so fast, once Alice did this, suddenly she joined that company (whooops i won't tell the ending, watch) But i like what alice and the white queen said in almost the end of the movie.

I'm tired of people telling me what to do -alice

I love the cat, i'm in love with the Cheshire Cat, unlike the Cheshire Cat in the classic Alice.

God bless Coldplay

2010-02-28T09:43:00.000-08:00

So, i was thinking about getting a new playlist, but what i've done is nothing. I visited my blog today and accidently listen to this really super duper awesome song - Violet Hill from my autoplay playlist. Reminds me of how much i love the band and the songs. I was really sad when i heard Coldplay just flied through Indonesia from Singapore to Australia without visiting us. Indonesia is not a bridge you know, there are more fans here than in Singapore, duhh. I watched MTV world stage coldplay in japan and it was magical! it was just, coldplay is like an angel you know. The whole Japan was singing along, i heard it very well when Coldplay played Fix You. The stadium created awesome echo. Awesome awesome awesome!!

God and i bless Coldplay :)

I've Heard About...

2010-02-27T00:53:00.000-08:00

earthquake in Chile. Well, i can only say sorry, there's pretty much nothing i can do. I can't imagine going through such a big earthquake. Last earthquake i've been through is when i watched The Simpsons. Really, i thought the earthquake would be bigger. I can't imagine my house would be flatten down. Rrrgghh. For more story: CNN

I don't understand

2010-02-27T00:42:00.000-08:00

Why girls like Justin Bieber so much? What's so great about him? I mean, he looks okay but he doesn't sound that great. I dont like his songs that much. (sighs) well, everyone has their own tastes. whatever your taste is, i don't understand.

It's Been About 2 Weeks

2010-02-12T07:27:00.000-08:00

I don't really know what to write. It's been a long time since i write because some of the stories are kinda personal to write in blogger. I once was thinking about writing my own journal a.k.a diary, inspired by a book called Princess Anastasia, but before i began i felt soo lazy to start, i'm not a Russian grand duchess anyway, so why should i keep a history book.
Today Alvin and Rama made these jokes, asking weird questions like, "What's the Soekarno's mother's name?" "Soekarno's shoes number" I used to with the questions, but they made it funny somehow.
I also watched The Duchess like 2 days ago on local tv. They cut the "adult" part of the movie which i wanted to see. It's not that i'm a pervert. But they make me curious about it, i knew the movie, i knew Keira Knightley's movies and they knew the actual movie, so why do they start??
I'm watching Hitch right now, you know Will Smith. It's awsome don't you think?
Happy Valentine's day everyone! Well it's on 15th, but still we live in loves atmosphere. I don't have a crush i'd like to give chocolate this valentine. I hope someone gives me and i'll reply back at white's day. How dreamy.
Well, good luck to everyone, i hope you'll receive more chocolates than last year :)

Do you know?? Boys actually can't tell other boys whether they're cute or not. Girls can tell other girls whether they're cute or beautiful. But boys just can't see and compare with their own gender. It's from my own research anyway, so sorry if it's actually wrong. But it is the truth, i asked like many guys about the cute guy i like, but they just don't know whether my taste is good or not. How stupid :D how complicated.

i found an eintertainment

2010-01-31T07:33:00.000-08:00

I'm fucked off

2010-01-19T06:10:00.000-08:00

I just hate copying sad song in the blog, but i have to do this, this is like what i'm feeling right now. This guy has a girlfriend and this man always put me into big preassure, like, he never satisfies for what i did. I'm fucked off.

I Miss B (Not anymore)

2010-01-19T06:00:00.000-08:00

Seriously, i haven't spoken about love story for like months and i rather not to talk about that, except this time. I had this math course after school today, i was sitting alone, i couldn't do the math because it was hard so i did nothing..........

Well, i have nothing to say, i'm done. He has a girlfriend, i just knew.

Movie Reviews

2010-01-12T08:15:00.000-08:00

I ran out of tears today. Kinda lame, but i've just watched Finding Neverland and Where the Wild Things Are. It was flooding in my room! Well, i don't know about you but i feel Where the Wild Things Are are more touching than Finding Neverland. But both of them are marvelous! Totally agree right! High five!

Where The Lines Overlap

2010-01-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

Give me attention
I need it now
Too much distance
To measure it out, out loud

Chasing patterns
Across a personal map
An' making pictures
Where the lines overlap
Where the lines overlap

No one is as lucky as us
We're not at the end but
But we already won
No no, no one
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us

Call me over
And tell me how
You got so far
Never making a single sound

I'm not used to it
But I can learn
There's nothing to it
I've never been happier
I've never been happier

No one is as lucky as us
We're not at the end but
But we already won
Oh no, no one
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us

Now I've got a feeling if I sang this loud enough, you
Would sing it back to me
I've got a feeling if I sang this loud enough, you
Would sing it back to me

I've got a feeling
(I've got a feeling)
That you, will sing it back to me
You, will sing it back to me

No one is as lucky as us
We're not at the end but
But we already won
Oh no, no one
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us

Movie Reviews

2009-12-26T18:37:00.000-08:00

Soo yesterday, so don't complain, just read :D

The Hangover

In case you don't know: it's about 4 guys spent the night in Las Vegas drunk and when they woke up, everything was screwed up. They also lost one of their friends who has to catch up his wedding on the next morning.

Comment: Honestly, i don't like the jokes here but i laugh couple times. Kinda sadist and nasty. But i like the ending tough :)

He's Just Not That Into You

Comment: I cried, haha. It's in my 'must-see' movie list. And i never thought this movie has many famous actors/actress in it. I mean, Scarlett Johansson, Jennifer Aniston, Drew Barrymore, Jennifer Connelly, Ben Affleck, Morgan Lily, who doesn't know them?? At least, most of them?

Jennifer's Body

In case you don't know: it's a movie about a high school girl got kidnapped by an evil band and turned her into evil. Not high school evil but real evil, like satan?

Comment: It's okay. I like the story and Adam Brody :) but i got higher expectation for the movie. I still like Megan Fox in Jennifer's Body rather than in Transformers, tough.

Planet 51

In case you don't know: this movie is about an astronaut landed in a planet. The planet thought that this astronaut is a dangerous humaniac. Almost all of the citizens in the planet, except 4 or 5 guys i think, they help the astronaut got back into his spaceship.

Comment: Wheew! I love this movie. Funny :) Must-see!

The Secret of Moonacre

In case you don't know: Movie about 2 families fought from generation to generation because at past 2 men from 2 different families were fighting over a necklace that legend said, can granted any wish.

Comment: I just watched this movie like 2 days ago. I like the story, but i think the book is a lot better, well i think (maybe) i haven't read the book myself. I said so because i'm not satisfied with the movie. Awkwardness happen, like when the princess was saved by the unicorn, she's perfectly dry. The unicorn took her from the bottom of the sea. Duh.

Well, that's all i have watched during the holiday. So lame, i haven't watched New Moon and Paranormal Activity, but i don't mind, because i'll definitely watch Sherlock Holmes!! :)

Wedding Cake

2009-12-08T05:34:00.000-08:00

I want this kind of cake as my wedding cake someday..

maybe, someday :)

Button Eyes

2009-12-06T03:23:00.000-08:00

I'm currently obsessed with Coraline, i visited its website, and i made this,

nicee eh? :D

<3 J

2009-12-05T03:07:00.000-08:00

Who loves Johnny Depp? I do :)

Forgiveness

2009-12-04T23:29:00.000-08:00

The Tale of Despereaux,

this animation movie is different than others. So much emotion, i cried at the end of the movie with A LOT of tears. And today my tear gland produced more.
Today i wanted to go to the mall with my friends, unfortunately this old bitch has become a resistance. I cried (of course) than because i'm bored, i rewatched The Tale of Despereaux. I didn't know it's going to be this emotional. I didn't realize before that this story is not all about misunderstood, but also forgiveness. With tears all over my face i digested every word that the narrator said and try to understand what she's saying. It's so hard forgiving others when fire is currently burning in your heart.

"When your heart breaks it can grow back crooked. It grows back twisted and gnarled and hard."

"Ok, remember when we said that grief was the strongest thing a person could feel? Well, it isn't. It's forgiveness because a single act of forgiveness can change everything."

You know what really upsets me? That old bitch, i'm sorry, my mum, is going out of town with my dad. Well, it's only for a night stay, but still she can shop and sightseeing. When i thought about it all over again why wouldn't she let me go to the mall? Is it because she's jealous or doesn't want to be unrivaled? What is she? 10? It doesn't make sense, she even doesn't tell me why. RIDICULOUS!
See? I'm still upset. Well, my heart's a bit melted thanks to The Tale of Despereaux, it teaches me how to forgive. But the other half of my heart is still cursing.
Now, now, i can do nothing about it, so what's the point of crying? Shit i'm crying!

Questions

2009-12-04T01:40:00.000-08:00

I got this from Tumblr,

Pick 11 bands randomly.
1. paramore
2. fall out boy
3. relient k
4. family force 5
5. fountains of wayne
6. arctic monkeys
7. forever the sickest kids
8. linkin park
9. phantom planet
10. the bravery
11. boys like girls

1) How did you hear about this band?: i heard paramore first time on mtv, singing 'misery business'
How long have you been listening to them?: a year
Name one band member: Hayley Williams
How long have they been around?: 2000s i guess
Write some random lyrics by this band: 'crush, crush..'

2) Can you name each member of this band?: No :D
What was the first song you heard from them?: sugar we're going down
How many guitar players does this band have?: 2 i think
What kind of music do they play?: rock

3) Do any of your friends like this band?: yes
Is this band mainstream or indie?: mainstream
What are their lyrics usually about?: about life?
How many cds of theirs do you have?: none :D
Have you ever seen them live?: nope
Are they still together?: yes

4) Do you have any merchandise from this band?: no
How many full-length albums have they put out?: two or three i think
Why do you like this band?: their music makes me jumping around
Are they an older or more modern band?: modern
Have they ever written a song you hate?: no

5) How many members do they have?: i don't know
What’s your favorite album of theirs?: Welcome Interstate Manager
What was the first song you heard from them?: Hey Julie
Do they have a logo?: not that i know
Name two members: i dont know

6) Write some random lyrics by them.: what the story might be? they said it changes when the sun goes down, around here.
How many albums of theirs do you own?: none. I only own the songs I love.
Is this band well-known?: yup i guess
How long have you been listening to them?: a year
Do you like their band name?: yes.
Do you know anyone else who likes them?: yes.

7) Have they kept the same lineup through their whole career?: i dont know
Do they swear a lot?: i dont know
Do they have videos on Mtv?: yes
Name a band member: i dont know

8) Why do you like this band?: they're the oldest band i know
Are they better than, worse than, or equal to band #2?: worse, sorry :D
How old were you when you first got into them?: when i was 7!
How many band members are there?: 6, but now 5 i guess
Do you own any of their merchendise?: nope

9) Are they closer to hard rock, or pop rock?: pop rock
Write some random lyrics.: california here we come, right back where we're starting from
How old is the lead singer?: what am i? his mother?
Are they still together?: maybe
Do they swear a lot?: i dont know

10) What record label are they on?: i dont know
When did they first form?: i dont know
Was their latest album any good?: I dont know which one's the first album
How many members are there?: 4 maybe
What’s something distinctive about them?: i dont know
Which of their cds has the best artwork?: Unconditional

11) What was their best album?: Boys Like Girls
Is the lead singer a guy or a chick?: guy
Do they have any videos on Mtv?: yes
What kind of music do they play?: rock
How long have you liked this band?: since the first time i heard The Great Escape

FINALLY, name your favorite songs by each band.

Band 1: Crush Crush Crush, Where the lines overlap, That's what you get, Fences

Band 2: Dance dance, This ain't a scene, I'm like a lawyer with the way i'm trying to get you off, Beat it
Band 3: i need you
Band 4: luv addict
Band 5: hey julie
Band 6: when the sun goes down
Band 7: Whoa oh!
Band 8: Crawling
Band 9: California
Band 10: Believe
Band 11: Thunder

I Don't Think I'm Done Yet

2009-11-24T05:12:00.000-08:00

High school has been so tiring. I'm getting prepared for 2nd semester. It's just so annoying and sad every time i flash back into junior high school. So different and too relax. I was getting some of the exams' results this afternoon and i failed on Physics & Geography. Well, not failed, i got 'D'. 'D' means 'Dumb' or 'Doom' to me. I was so down today, my friend was trying to cheer me up at class, but herself got higher grades than me and i swear it's not helping. Please don't try to cheer a friend when yourself got better something, because it's just caused jealousy.

Than i had Kumon (Math course) today and a friend of mine (Josep) asked me about how's high school going on and i answered with with no spirit left, 'I'm tired. I want to move'. Because there's no cursed words left can express how upset i was. Than he said, 'Chill! High school does tiring.' Well, my brain, eyes and muscles started working again after i heard what he said. High school is high school, wherever i moved, every great high school is alike. My school is great (just so you know that).

Arrived home, my mood has raised a little. Thanks Jo. Than i opened my Facebook and i found my friend's status on my home page,

I'm 90% agree with Audrey :) I was trying too hard to catch great scores and respect from same age people at school. And i think i shouldn't take it easy on it and trying harder. Because i know every time i failed, it doesn't cause any dooms day and every time i failed, it doesn't mean that i'm stupid. My intelligence can't be measured by numbers or A,B,C,D,F. It's beyond those. So what's the point of scared being failed?

I was just thinking of quitting Math team too. Second thought, maybe my brain is too weak to go on. So, don't bother to quit, i'm going to be eliminated at this month's elimination anyway. If i'm skilled enough, i'll go on, thank you, but if i don't, it's cool.

Tsubasa

2009-11-19T05:38:00.000-08:00

I talked about this with my friends yesterday, we miss Captain Tsubasa. And his Japan-Indonesian translated song. I remember on 3rd grade elementary school, i sang it in front of the class in art lesson and everyone like singing along with me. Now we felt soo funny remembering the song. I used to be a huge fan of Tsubasa and Misaki -you know, golden pair- and i watched the episodes until Tsubasa is an adult and going to Brazil and the last episode i watched is that Tsubasa almost had a world cup match with a country, then on the next day i missed the film. Shockingly, my friends said that yesterday they didn't air Captain Tsubasa. So that's the final episode i know and i've never seen Captain Tsubasa anywhere anymore. Since then, i started to forget the song, the episodes and the characters :(

I moved on to Hunter X Hunter. Oh God i love the cartoon! I like Kilua. I also watched Shaman King, Nube, Shoot, School of Ghost and Hatchi (the bee) :)

I still remember some of their stories, except Nube i guess. Totally forget. Did you also watch those kind of films?

Thanks for reading, good night!

Dinosaur and I Breath The Same Air

2009-11-08T05:53:00.000-08:00

Do you know that actually we inhale dinosaur's breath?
Yes, so what i've read is, what we exhale and other living creature exhale is Argon elements. Argon elements can't be destroyed and will stay forever. So, dinosaurs exhaled Argon and we inhale them and exhale Argon too! Get it right?

6000,000 MB And I Get Charged

2009-11-08T05:50:00.000-08:00

Hai, haven't been write for awhile. I get in trouble cause my internet charged itself and my dad has to pay about 2 million rupiah. So, let get this fast and short.

Is This A Confession?

2009-10-31T20:34:00.000-07:00

Why does your parent push you? So you can fly.

Since i was elementary, my dad rose me with hope that i can be economist like him or technician and related with IT. I just realized it when i was 11.
I'm 50% against my dad when it comes to perspective in life. My dad defines 'get a life' by making deals, got an elite job, be a money maker and be number one at the company. While i define 'get a life' by do what you better at, think rationally, do what you love while you can, don't mind if you come the second or third. Well, my dad is not type of an ideal parent if you see, he teaches me reality; if you don't have money, you don't have power and you can't buy things. Fights happened couple times cause we had different opinions. But as months go by, now i can think that fights won't solve the problem anyway, i still have the same perspective, either does he. What will you do? Ignore him forever? Open, think, choose and responsible for it. If you against his will, show him that your guts actually make you fly high. Well, talks easier than do.

If you're still in junior or senior high school, be a good kid, do what your parents want. If you have a good relationship, than take the advantage of your parents while you can. If they can get what they want from us, why can't we get what we want from them?

Cause it's all for our best :')

2009-10-31T20:16:00.000-07:00

Alpaca

This is actually the first time i see and know Alpaca. Call me lame. Seriously, i come from tropical country and never actually see this animal at zoo or any side of Indonesia. Even on TV. Why parents and teacher teach common animals like lion, tiger, monkey, instead of alpaca?

Whoops!

2009-10-31T19:30:00.000-07:00

I accidentally delete my previous blog, i don't know what the hell i was thinking. Well, life's not photoshop, you can't undo what you've done. This is my new blog enjoy :)